It is my last day of resting at home (seriously I hate medicines, but I gotta eat them and start going for proper treatment in order to be up and running again). I will be back at work tomorrow, Insya Allah, and my physiotheraphy session starts tomorrow too (after work).
Moral of the story: never fall down a flight of stairs again, ever.
Damn I miss going out for Poco-Poco and driving and riding a car for quite a longer distance.
But the brighter side of it is that I get to understand my physique better. If only I can find ways to straighten up my bones (my Dr recommends me to go for yoga classes once my physio is over – do you guys know any affordable classes that I can go? Maybe starting in February?). Hehehe.
Anyhoo I came across this blog of this one person who battles depression in her life. I somewhat understand the situation, being someone who suffered it before and yeah, I think I should write it down here.
To be quite honest, diseases like this are pretty much all in the mind. Should you think that you’re depressed, then yes you are. Should you don’t, then you don’t. Having been out of it for quite sometime (save and except when ppl are starting to talk about having kids and all, yeah I am very single but seriously, I am not ready for marriage yet), I would say that the root or cause of the said depression to build in within you is actually within you yourself. You have to dig deep within you to find out the root or cause of the matter. Dig it, understand it and yeah, solve it. Once you solve the issue, then yes, you will be a whole lot happier.
I remembered talking here about the panic attack that I suffer. The shivering, the feeling as if you’re going to die that very moment. I would say that thanks to finally understanding what that I really want out of this life that Allah gives me, I suffer less of those and yeah, be happier. I couldn’t be more happier than I am now (despite the fact that I have hundreds of things to do at work – man people are so going to haunt me once I set my feet to my cubicle tomorrow!).
So for that person, I would suggest, dig deep within you and you’ll understand yourself better and you’ll recover. Being needy and using others as tools or security may work temporarily, but for how long? You might not realize how needy you were until that fateful day comes. It pains me that she took her depression as an excuse to hurt someone close to her. No one deserves to be treated like a doormat.
If you have some mercy within you, please, dig deeper, woman. I really want you to be happy, and for him to be happy. He had been suffering even harder than you too, and you guys got to really sit down and think about it. Enough with your suffering, don’t let others suffer too. It’s unfair.
Here’s for a better tomorrow.
(Currently watching Love Actually. I love this movie so very much!)
Moral of the story: never fall down a flight of stairs again, ever.
Damn I miss going out for Poco-Poco and driving and riding a car for quite a longer distance.
But the brighter side of it is that I get to understand my physique better. If only I can find ways to straighten up my bones (my Dr recommends me to go for yoga classes once my physio is over – do you guys know any affordable classes that I can go? Maybe starting in February?). Hehehe.
Anyhoo I came across this blog of this one person who battles depression in her life. I somewhat understand the situation, being someone who suffered it before and yeah, I think I should write it down here.
To be quite honest, diseases like this are pretty much all in the mind. Should you think that you’re depressed, then yes you are. Should you don’t, then you don’t. Having been out of it for quite sometime (save and except when ppl are starting to talk about having kids and all, yeah I am very single but seriously, I am not ready for marriage yet), I would say that the root or cause of the said depression to build in within you is actually within you yourself. You have to dig deep within you to find out the root or cause of the matter. Dig it, understand it and yeah, solve it. Once you solve the issue, then yes, you will be a whole lot happier.
I remembered talking here about the panic attack that I suffer. The shivering, the feeling as if you’re going to die that very moment. I would say that thanks to finally understanding what that I really want out of this life that Allah gives me, I suffer less of those and yeah, be happier. I couldn’t be more happier than I am now (despite the fact that I have hundreds of things to do at work – man people are so going to haunt me once I set my feet to my cubicle tomorrow!).
So for that person, I would suggest, dig deep within you and you’ll understand yourself better and you’ll recover. Being needy and using others as tools or security may work temporarily, but for how long? You might not realize how needy you were until that fateful day comes. It pains me that she took her depression as an excuse to hurt someone close to her. No one deserves to be treated like a doormat.
If you have some mercy within you, please, dig deeper, woman. I really want you to be happy, and for him to be happy. He had been suffering even harder than you too, and you guys got to really sit down and think about it. Enough with your suffering, don’t let others suffer too. It’s unfair.
Here’s for a better tomorrow.
(Currently watching Love Actually. I love this movie so very much!)
Am asked me in her comment in one of my last posts to write about my birthday. Well darling, this is partially my birthday entry because I bought so many books for myself throughout the month as a treat! To top it off, I received two more as gifts :)
